and it still is.  I don’t know, maybe it is just me or how I’m used to.  I just can’t end an important conversation so easily.  It felt weird.  Like one moment, the conversation is serious, the next moment, you’re busy all of a sudden and we’re forced to hang up.

Wouldn’t it be weird?  Maybe it’s not weird for you but I guess I was a little disappointed?  I wonder if she felt this way when I would want to stop an important conversation when my friends come in and stuff.

It’s kinda like…before, me and her wouldn’t try to answer our phones, would ignore our family’s cry, would just try to make it that the world is just the two of us.  Maybe I got used to that.

Like I didn’t do homework for the past hour and half and then it’s over in a flash. Now I’m a little shocked at how the conversation ended like it was nothing.

I don’t know, just a weird train of thought…meh.